by spencer hendricks.
Hollow and empty in moment each day,
Thoughts on each other apart and away.
Tears never ending fall from our face,
Remembering a time. An instant. A place.
Yearning to say her sweet sounding name,
To stare in her eyes. To hold her still frame.
The simplest of things to life brought such peace,
Now all are gone with heart in a crease.
One simple wish to take all her pain,
But trusting in God bids me refrain.
His words more than mine. Deep to her soul,
Peace in the knowledge that He's in control.
Like ENTANGLEMENT and other mysteries unknown,
He weaves for our greats a love-work to be sewn.
Pain in this absence. Time passes slow,
Our season apart but closer we grow.
Not on our own but surrendered to Him.
Our hearts in His hands. Naked within.
He is our hope, our teacher in love
Monique, I will love you with love from above.
i love You.
Today was an absolutely magnificent day, to be ended with this. It gave me tears of joy. God speaks so perfectly to Spencer's heart that he might bless mine in ways he doesn't even understand.
Last night, I felt God giving me a little push to call Spencer, so obviously I did! It ended up we were able to spend time together today and it was a perfect day at that. We were able to be renewed in our hard journey. To see just how ridiculously amazing God is at orchestrating peoples hearts. He is creating a beautiful symphony in our hearts in praise to him. We were able to realize, that "getting back together" on a passing emotion would only CHEAT us of what God wants to do in our lives. However it still is hard, today made it no easier...just encouraging each other was such a blessing. God is doing something crazy in our lives that we cannot explain, and don't have much time to discuss with each other, which is the way it should be. I am so glad that I have allowed God back into my life...in total and complete control.
There is a change between Spencer and I, however we only spent a little time together but I can feel it. The silly little worries of life and bickering between each other are so small in comparison. Jealousy is such an evil habit that we are working on. And being more attentive to our friends and family, a rather LARGE ongoing downfall, is something we are investing more time in. Not to forget God, I have never spent this much time with him. Haha, sounds funny but it is true. He is my best and only friend whom I can trust my life to. I am so thankful for everything is doing. It seems too good to be true.
I must go to bed soon....but as soon as I get my BIBLE BACK (from spencer) I shall read Philippians 1:6
1 comment:
That is quite a beautiful poem indeed.
I am grateful that your heart is blessed and that you are learning so much my darling. You are being inspiring..
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